Inspired Ordinary

Actually i always want to be honest and show the real me every time. But i can’t, cause i want to get what i want and i need to convince somebody else that i can become someone else even “he” is so not me. In order to get what i want, i need to lie……

I am just believe that i am still not understand who I really am. Maybe no one really does or it is just me who really confused. I always need a trick to convince somebody else so he/she would believe and so confident about me  in something. Cause actually i always scared and nervous about walking through a new door, but I want to be looked at as somebody who’s already went around the world…Sometimes i made it, but i need to lie much to myself…..